My boyfriend...the one man that has actually ever been good to me..is leaving me after tomorrow. He says hes not ready to settle down (We're 16 and 17..me being 17..and I never said I ever wanted that serious of a relationship. If we were to get that far, great, if not, then...), he doesnt want as serious of a relationship as he thinks I want (and we lost our virginity to eachother...how can he expect that not to be serious?), and hes scared that with all the crap going on lately his stress will build up too much and he'll take it out on me...
He says that hes still in love with me...and that theres a good chance that we could get together again after everything clears up...
Which Im happy about..but..Im also going through a lot...and I cant handle this much more emotional stress...
There are so many more things that play into this...

Im just scared that...even if he does love me..that there will never be a chance for us again...
Even if he does say theres a chance...

I want to be with him so badly...but Im scared that now I wont be able to be friends with him over this...weve always acted like a couple...weve pretty much always been a couple...

I feel like I wont be able to tell him I love him anymore even though he says I still can...
I feel like Im losing the person i love the most..Im head over heels for him...and I dont want to lose him..
I dont know how to deal with this...